didn't know i was lost until you pointed out my flaws. didn't know i needed to changed until you said those things. now i'm supposed to be finding me, the girl who was lost in all of it.
funny anecdote from the other week. my kid was upset at someone who hurt someone she loved. she said she wanted to kick him in the balls. i laughed hysterically because it just sounded hilarious coming out of her 10 yo mouth. i did tell her that it wasn’t appropriate to say that, but appreciated how she felt. i don’ t know what made me think of that this morning but it brought a smile to my face.
Feels like my whole heart is being ripped out of me.
Feels like hope is all I have left. The hope that time, hard work, loving care will heal it and make it stronger…..
until then I throw myself off the rocky walls, no longer bashed by pounding waves of hurt and will try to embrace the change around me to come out with more knowledge, wisdom, and love.
The last part is me trying to be strong. Try being the word…